I was fairly sad/quiet last night. I am not sure what was going through my head. I looked through pictures I had all over my computer... past, present and wishful future. Even now, I sit here... look down at my desk and just listen to myself breathe. Why is that? It's not a really interesting sound... lol. I turn off the sound in my head and just listen. Maybe I am just tired? I don't know. A lot on my mind? I was trying to pin down one thought while I was doing it again.. and I couldn't come up with anything. It's like you get to a point where there are so many thoughts in your head... so many balls up in the air (no jokes please~)... that you can't pick one out of the bunch to focus on.
Maybe this is all tied to sleep? It seems like the more sleep I get the more off my days are. If I only get a few hours, my days are very clear and I get through them easier. You would think it would be the opposite. Or maybe I am just missing something out of my day. That could always be it.
Anyway, I realized last night that every Tuesday from now until at least May will be a very long day. The meeting that I had this morning is a global conference and starts really early. Fun! I guess for now... I just have to get all my ducks in a row...
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