Safe

I have floated back down to Earth... Sadly, I hate the current reality. Being without Ian is almost not an option. I feel so safe with him. Yesterday I went through the pictures of the weekend.. missing every little moment. I just genuinely had fun with him. He understands me and my silliness so much more than anyone I've ever known. Maybe someday he can be around all the time... and then my life would be absolutely perfect. My kind of perfect.

I am sick at the moment. Cold or something...