The other day I went to dinner with my mom and Erik. In the front of the restaurant there was a salt water tank with the happiest fish... Please excuse the fuzzy iPhone pictures...
He gave me his profile when I tried to get a better shot...
So, yeah. I've been gone. I'm back. There are various reason for this. I've been dealing with anxiety and a fast heart rate. I honestly don't know how people deal with heart issues. It makes me feel TERRBILE when my pulse is racing. I don't feel good, I get this abnormal fear of death and nothing calms me down. Although, I have now discovered bubble baths seem to relax me. This is a first... before it was just nice to soak in warm water but this can sometimes slow my heart rate down. Needless to say, I bought a bunch of bedtime baby bath bubbles (YEAH!) and broke out the votives. Now all I really need to do is create a playlist for my iPhone that isn't filled with Heavy Metal or odd Coldplay music.
Various tidbits to mention: 15 days or so until my trip to Canada 16 days or so until my interview, 26 days until I get a SackBoy burlap pouch, 0 days until I'm disappointed that I can't get a Frost Wrym pet because I slacked on getting the Collector's Edition of WotLK, 90 days until Christmas, and 1 day-ish until it's Friday. Anyway, here's a picture of me holding the Coopster. Yes, he thinks he's people and he so isn't. That jacket still smells like him and I don't want to wash it. Babies smell awesome. Most of the time.
He gave me his profile when I tried to get a better shot...
So, yeah. I've been gone. I'm back. There are various reason for this. I've been dealing with anxiety and a fast heart rate. I honestly don't know how people deal with heart issues. It makes me feel TERRBILE when my pulse is racing. I don't feel good, I get this abnormal fear of death and nothing calms me down. Although, I have now discovered bubble baths seem to relax me. This is a first... before it was just nice to soak in warm water but this can sometimes slow my heart rate down. Needless to say, I bought a bunch of bedtime baby bath bubbles (YEAH!) and broke out the votives. Now all I really need to do is create a playlist for my iPhone that isn't filled with Heavy Metal or odd Coldplay music.
Various tidbits to mention: 15 days or so until my trip to Canada 16 days or so until my interview, 26 days until I get a SackBoy burlap pouch, 0 days until I'm disappointed that I can't get a Frost Wrym pet because I slacked on getting the Collector's Edition of WotLK, 90 days until Christmas, and 1 day-ish until it's Friday. Anyway, here's a picture of me holding the Coopster. Yes, he thinks he's people and he so isn't. That jacket still smells like him and I don't want to wash it. Babies smell awesome. Most of the time.
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